★ ( ALLSTARZ: ROXANA AGRECE. )

[siffrin]

miss roxana... i love u.... just a lil bit of your time please please plea

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[siffrin]

..That easily? Whether you did it or not?

[ There's so many evidence to think of, so many people to consider, lists that have come up and gone.. it's so much to wrap their head around. They can't help but wonder if her calm is not... even a bit forced. ]

[disingenuous]

[ she doesn't shrug, but that's the kind of energy she has right now. ]

We're already communicating with the dead, and they've already said the dead can return. What would you like me to do?

[siffrin]

[ There's a dip of their head. That's not... ]

I don't want you to... [ Do anything necessarily but. ] ..It's still. A lot. Even if we can talk to the dead, and they can return... it's still - something, to be able to see people.

[ Meet and enjoy their company physically. ]

And to be.. executed, in front of people. It's not a good feeling so, I was just.. worried. [ Said almost a bit too familiar. ]

[disingenuous]

Are you speaking from experience?

[siffrin]

[ A small wince. A gloved hand comes up to tug at their collar, tucking part of their face into it before eventually a small nod. ]

..Back in Heaven.

[disingenuous]

Your hand was forced, and you paid for it. How unfortunate.

[siffrin]

How are you sure that it was forced?

[disingenuous]

You may correct me if it wasn't, but you're displaying a lot of discomfort for someone who would have chosen to take a life, no matter the reason.

[siffrin]

[ There's a bit of silence, thinking it over.... but. ]

.. No, you're right. It was forced in Heaven. [ And they hated every moment of it but.. realistically - ] There is a scenario in which I would've done it on my own accord if it came down to it though. Not as it did but...

[ If certain chords were struck. ]

[disingenuous]

Actions you choose to do and actions you are forced to do... would you act the same if the result was the same?

[ if those chords were struck, would they be this uncomfortable about it? ]

[siffrin]

[ ..Would they? The answer comes quicker than they expect it to, which is probably why their expression shifts to something like.. acceptance. Tired. ]

Probably not.

[disingenuous]

You can see why I made that observation.

[ even if she doesn't know siffrin well, body language tells enough. ]

[siffrin]

[ A small nod, they can see how her point came across there. ]

..Is it different for you? Would you act the same, no matter what?

[disingenuous]

Yes.

[ she won't let her composure break. innocent or guilty. being forced or making her own choice - there's little difference to her when the end result is what it is. ]

How do I seem to you now?

[siffrin]

..Calm. Composed.

[ But they wonder how much of that is just how she is as a person, or some cover in itself. Playing a role that's expected of them. ]

[disingenuous]

That is how I'll remain.

[ there's not much to cover when she has little expectations. ]