★ ( ALLSTARZ: ROXANA AGRECE. )

[siffrin]

miss roxana... i love u.... just a lil bit of your time please please plea

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[disingenuous]

[ she doesn't shrug, but that's the kind of energy she has right now. ]

We're already communicating with the dead, and they've already said the dead can return. What would you like me to do?

[siffrin]

[ There's a dip of their head. That's not... ]

I don't want you to... [ Do anything necessarily but. ] ..It's still. A lot. Even if we can talk to the dead, and they can return... it's still - something, to be able to see people.

[ Meet and enjoy their company physically. ]

And to be.. executed, in front of people. It's not a good feeling so, I was just.. worried. [ Said almost a bit too familiar. ]

[disingenuous]

Are you speaking from experience?

[siffrin]

[ A small wince. A gloved hand comes up to tug at their collar, tucking part of their face into it before eventually a small nod. ]

..Back in Heaven.

[disingenuous]

Your hand was forced, and you paid for it. How unfortunate.

[siffrin]

How are you sure that it was forced?

[disingenuous]

You may correct me if it wasn't, but you're displaying a lot of discomfort for someone who would have chosen to take a life, no matter the reason.

[siffrin]

[ There's a bit of silence, thinking it over.... but. ]

.. No, you're right. It was forced in Heaven. [ And they hated every moment of it but.. realistically - ] There is a scenario in which I would've done it on my own accord if it came down to it though. Not as it did but...

[ If certain chords were struck. ]

[disingenuous]

Actions you choose to do and actions you are forced to do... would you act the same if the result was the same?

[ if those chords were struck, would they be this uncomfortable about it? ]

[siffrin]

[ ..Would they? The answer comes quicker than they expect it to, which is probably why their expression shifts to something like.. acceptance. Tired. ]

Probably not.

[disingenuous]

You can see why I made that observation.

[ even if she doesn't know siffrin well, body language tells enough. ]

[siffrin]

[ A small nod, they can see how her point came across there. ]

..Is it different for you? Would you act the same, no matter what?

[disingenuous]

Yes.

[ she won't let her composure break. innocent or guilty. being forced or making her own choice - there's little difference to her when the end result is what it is. ]

How do I seem to you now?

[siffrin]

..Calm. Composed.

[ But they wonder how much of that is just how she is as a person, or some cover in itself. Playing a role that's expected of them. ]

[disingenuous]

That is how I'll remain.

[ there's not much to cover when she has little expectations. ]