★ ( ALLSTARZ: ROXANA AGRECE. )

[siffrin]

miss roxana... i love u.... just a lil bit of your time please please plea

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week 0, monday not this post text

[disingenuous]

[ from wherever she's seated in the gate area, the moment siffrin looks in her direction, she'll pat the chair next to her. ]

[siffrin]

[ Pauses at first when their gaze meets, but at the pat they'll come over and take a seat without question. ]

...Hello.

[disingenuous]

[ maybe have some hesitation or some questions. ]

How are you feeling after this weekend?

[ she reaches out to lightly touch their face. ]

[siffrin]

[ Maybe you get used to it because of a certain pretty girl in Heaven. ]

I'm fine. [ (You sorta have to be.) ] Our past experiences at least.. somewhat prepare us. Even if it's something I'd rather not go through.

[ Freezes at the touch, but between affection week and being so touchstarved they don't move or lean away. ]

[disingenuous]

[ ok but not everyone is like certain pretty girls in heaven. roxana is almost the opposite. ]

I don't know if any of us would choose to do it over again, if we had the choice.

[ she takes her hand away after a second. ]

[siffrin]

[ i still love her and now is my time......... ]

..Probably not. I know we won't be forced into it, [ it being the killing ] but that won't change things too much.

[ If people want to kill, then they will. Whether someone contributes to it or not. As her hand leaves, their own gloved one comes to rest their gloved hand against their cheek. Face warm. ]

WEEK 1, MONDAY

[siffrin]

[ SCAWWY EDITION.... in which Siffrin is looking curiously at the structure of the Pyre. Most specifically the lines on the ground. ]

[disingenuous]

[ the pentagram? siffrin, your star(s)

at least the fire gives good vibes. tries to think if roxana would know what a pentagram and comes up with i don't know. i'll make a decision later. ]

What are you looking at, Siffrin?

[siffrin]

[ LISTEN... FOR DIFFERENT REASONS... ]

..The markings on the ground. [ Crouches down, bringing a gloved hand to touch it. ] I heard they did rituals here but.. obviously not ones I know. I was curious to see all the same.

[disingenuous]

You participate in rituals, Siffrin?

[ what are you trying to summon in your timeloop that roxana doesn't know exists ]

[siffrin]

Nothing like their... blood rituals and such.

[ Just putting that out there first. ] No, I was thinking more on the lines of.... wishing rituals, for example.

week 2, monday

[disingenuous]

[ this is a 16 year old roxana frantically running around the airport, as if looking for some kind of exit or something that's familiar at all. ]

Where am I? Where is— I need to get back—

[siffrin]

[ Siffrin pauses, immediately trying to catch up with her, expression concerned. ]

Roxana? Are you alright?

[disingenuous]

[ that gets her to stop and give siffrin a long stare. ]

How do you know my name?

[siffrin]

[ A pause. ]

That's because... we've talked before and, there's also the passports.

[disingenuous]

Passport? What kind pass has anything to do with me? There's no port here.

WEEK 2, SATURDAY POST TRIAL

[siffrin]

[ tears up im so slow on our tags but

Siffrin is here, with a little package in hand but looking at it doubtfully until shoving it inside their cloak as they approach where she is. ]

..Roxana. [ A small nod, hello. ]

[disingenuous]

[ it's fine don't worry

roxana is seated on the bed, not looking any particular way. she's vibing(?). ]

Hello, Siffrin.

[siffrin]

[ Comes, well, as close as they can and takes a seat. Whether there's like a chair or floor, it really doesn't matter to them. ]

Hello. [ Tilts their head a little, brows furrowed. Concerned. Worried? ] ..How are you?

[disingenuous]

[ roxana is calm, placid, unruffled. ]

I have accepted what will happen.

[siffrin]

..That easily? Whether you did it or not?

[ There's so many evidence to think of, so many people to consider, lists that have come up and gone.. it's so much to wrap their head around. They can't help but wonder if her calm is not... even a bit forced. ]

WEEK 6, MONDAY

[siffrin]

[ rng gave me Critter Commune... i guess in twenty minutes they can become furry. For now, it is neighborhood exploring time. Though Siffrin is a bit distracted, sitting on a bench while whittling at a piece of wood with his knife.

(Feelings..?) Brows furrow, but will peek up and offer a wave. ]

Roxana, hello. [ A glance to the Neighborhood... ] Looks like more places to stay if the suites feels too crowded.

[disingenuous]

[ at least dying in chroma has prepared me with an ac furry already

It has also prepared roxana for this place to some extent. She notes siffrin's thought but doesn't comment on ut. ]

It's as if the airport took pity on us after these last few weeks.

[siffrin]

[ THE CHROMA AC FURRIES you're so right

Siffrin will set their things away. Coming up to step off the bench, time for a walk. ]

Do you think it responds to us in that way? I wasn't on the other side in Heaven for more than a day so I never learned how those places worked.

[disingenuous]

I'm not certain, but if it does, it raises more questions about some of the people here.

[ who.... made all these unhinged places.... whose subconscious.... ]

I won't try to assign any logic to it.