[ There's so many evidence to think of, so many people to consider, lists that have come up and gone.. it's so much to wrap their head around. They can't help but wonder if her calm is not... even a bit forced. ]
I don't want you to... [ Do anything necessarily but. ] ..It's still. A lot. Even if we can talk to the dead, and they can return... it's still - something, to be able to see people.
[ Meet and enjoy their company physically. ]
And to be.. executed, in front of people. It's not a good feeling so, I was just.. worried. [ Said almost a bit too familiar. ]
[ There's a bit of silence, thinking it over.... but. ]
.. No, you're right. It was forced in Heaven. [ And they hated every moment of it but.. realistically - ] There is a scenario in which I would've done it on my own accord if it came down to it though. Not as it did but...
[ ..Would they? The answer comes quicker than they expect it to, which is probably why their expression shifts to something like.. acceptance. Tired. ]
[ she won't let her composure break. innocent or guilty. being forced or making her own choice - there's little difference to her when the end result is what it is. ]
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WEEK 2, SATURDAY POST TRIAL
Siffrin is here, with a little package in hand but looking at it doubtfully until shoving it inside their cloak as they approach where she is. ]
..Roxana. [ A small nod, hello. ]
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roxana is seated on the bed, not looking any particular way. she's vibing(?). ]
Hello, Siffrin.
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Hello. [ Tilts their head a little, brows furrowed. Concerned. Worried? ] ..How are you?
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I have accepted what will happen.
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[ There's so many evidence to think of, so many people to consider, lists that have come up and gone.. it's so much to wrap their head around. They can't help but wonder if her calm is not... even a bit forced. ]
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We're already communicating with the dead, and they've already said the dead can return. What would you like me to do?
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I don't want you to... [ Do anything necessarily but. ] ..It's still. A lot. Even if we can talk to the dead, and they can return... it's still - something, to be able to see people.
[ Meet and enjoy their company physically. ]
And to be.. executed, in front of people. It's not a good feeling so, I was just.. worried. [ Said almost a bit too familiar. ]
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..Back in Heaven.
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.. No, you're right. It was forced in Heaven. [ And they hated every moment of it but.. realistically - ] There is a scenario in which I would've done it on my own accord if it came down to it though. Not as it did but...
[ If certain chords were struck. ]
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[ if those chords were struck, would they be this uncomfortable about it? ]
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Probably not.
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[ even if she doesn't know siffrin well, body language tells enough. ]
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..Is it different for you? Would you act the same, no matter what?
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[ she won't let her composure break. innocent or guilty. being forced or making her own choice - there's little difference to her when the end result is what it is. ]
How do I seem to you now?
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[ But they wonder how much of that is just how she is as a person, or some cover in itself. Playing a role that's expected of them. ]
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[ there's not much to cover when she has little expectations. ]