★ ( ALLSTARZ: JONAS / GABRIEL. )

[siffrin]

when god is just a normal guy and friend in your eyes

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WEEKEND 0, SATURDAY

[siffrin]

[ Relaxation area, we are here... settled in one of the massage chairs though it's not actively on or anything. Just staring out at the ceiling-high glass windows to sky watch (even though nothing really is happening.)

But Sirius will coo at sight of Jonas and hop down from their own chair to run over, hiiii. Siffrin looks after and offers a sleepy wave. ]

At least they showed up sooner rather than later?

[sixam]

[ oh hello baby. simba approaches sirius and paps with a paw (claws in) and jonas at least crouches down to also greet the chao. he doesn't look entirely thrilled though but he waves at siffrin in return. ]

I can't say I'm too surprised. The girls were supposed to be with you guys as soon as you got to the neighborhood, but we got sidetracked. Kinda glad we know what we're getting ourselves into though.

[siffrin]

[ Sirius will welcome Simba with happy paws and coos. Though also excitedly dancing at Jonas after, yippee hi hi. ]

Mm. Which is basically summed up as... two months of teams competing for a trip, which people are definitely going to die during but it's fine because at least they come back at the end. [ Said.. bitterly.. ]

[sixam]

[ leaves the babies to play after another gentle pat. ]

Fun, right? [ he is not thrilled... ] It feels shitty when you four already died and came back. Twice, for some of you.

w0, monday

[sixam]

[ wherever siffrin is, when jonas finds them he will come up and just lightly pat their head with a brief hair-ruffle. ]

Not that I'm not grateful we have more space to move and everything, but I'm kinda missing the neighborhood right about now.

[siffrin]

[ Squeaks a bit in surprise at the pat and brief hair ruffle. They don't shoo it off or anything, kinda just freeze and let it happen after their funny noise. Their cheeks flush with a bit of a shade after as they bring a hand to pat their own hair, thinking of Odile. ]

Mm, that only makes sense. It's become home for you. But.. I do miss it, too. I really liked being able to see the garden and star watch outside.

[sixam]

[ heheh. ]

Yeah. I don't always stay there but sometimes I go back and work there. Everything's pretty much the way it was when you guys left it, I don't plan on changing it. On the brightside, the flight deck's not bad for watching the sky. You been up there yet?

WEEK 0, THURSDAY PRE-CURFEW

[siffrin]

plans?

[sixam]

flight deck probably
weird to think about plans when i used to just stay at my place
you?

[siffrin]

thinking flight deck too
yea
you an jacopo were at the bar every time right

WEEK 1, MONDAY

[siffrin]

[ SIMULATION ROOM, YIPPEE. In which Siffrin will wave Jonas over, first in greeting before a come come. ]

If this works like the cave, maybe I can show you my world?

[sixam]

[ he will wander on over then with his hands in his pockets. ]

You think? I never really looked in the cave, it was just kind of there when we started mapping the train routes.

[siffrin]

The magic there was able to show places from home... it was nice.

[ Looks into the room, quiet. ] ..Sometimes, I'd use it to see my friends from home. Even though it wasn't really them.

w2 monday

[sixam]

[ welcome to the great outdoors... indoors. jonas can be found wandering some of the walking paths inside the butterfly habitat, but he falls pretty easily into step with siffrin after a bit. ]

It's sort of pretty, isn't it? Like... kinda nice to fit all of this inside an airport.

[siffrin]

A nice way to take us outside.

[ Said with amusement, an airy joking tone. ] ..But I like it. I've been wanting to get my hands on some wood for carving so.. this works out.

[sixam]

You think you can actually get some from the trees? How much are you thinking?

WEEK 3, MONDAY

[siffrin]

[ Just a completely normal memshare, in which as soon as they draw close - they're flung into a memory that starts to play. ( CW: CONSTANT DEATHS, MY BLORBO MENTALLY ILL, BIG SPOILERS FOR ISAT)

As the memory comes to an end, Siffrin is.. having a moment. They're fine. They look fine? With a hand against their chest, trying to take deep breaths in, and out. Shaking, gripping tightly at their arms and rubbing at them as if to try and remind themselves where they are. It's fine! ]

[sixam]

[ okay. well. there is a lot to unpack here, but when the memory fades he just kind of pauses to sort through his own feelings on the matter before he turns his gaze back to siffrin. ]

Siff. It's gone. [ just in case that wasn't clear. ] Whatever that was.

[siffrin]

..Sadnesses. The.. monsters back home, that's what we call them. They are physical manifestations of intense negative emotions.

[ Looking back, Siffrin can tell that was a Sadness manifested from their own emotions. Even if at the time they couldn't come to that conclusion. Hard to shake off that feeling of it all, that suffocating homesickness. Fear. ]

..I'm fine. I'm not there anymore. Everything is.. fine.

w3 saturday

[sixam]

[ drags his ass to the security room and leans against the door of the cell. ]

... I was really hoping I would never find us in this position again.

[siffrin]

[ Despite everything, they offer him a small genuine smile. ]

..I was hoping the same. It's always been on my mind, the risks of being possessed again. [ Comes over. A pause before, quieter, taking a breath. ] Sorry, Jonas.

[sixam]

Yeah, I... don't doubt it. It's a scary thought. [ there's a frown at that though. offers paw through the bars? ]

What're you apologizing for? We're the ones who just let you down, I think.

WEEK 7, MONDAY

[siffrin]

[ Boo. In which Siffrin just comes over and bunts their head against his side in greeting, like a cat. ]

Wanna head to Heaven with me?

[sixam]

[ just drapes an arm around them. ]

Always. You ready to go? I missed having you around the first time it came by.

[siffrin]

[ Sinks into the touch, as greedy as they ever are. Contented and they can make their way onto the flight! Heaven yippee. Sirius just babbling excited chao noises. ]

There's other places to check out too but.. Heaven is the only one I feel like spending today at. [ A lie. They want to be there for the rest of the week. It's what's familiar. ] Anywhere in particular you feel like seeing? If you leave it with me, I'll just say the beach.